October 30, 2011: Follow your Intuition

Hola, All! Earlier in the month, I had a bone density test. This was not my first one, and certainly won't be my last. The test showed that my bone density had diminished, and the dr strongly suggested that I go see an endocrinologist (sp?). I drug my feet making the appointment because I don't want to be on any medication. A few years ago I was prescribed Actonel for my bones; it didn't take too many doses before I was having terrible heartburn from it. Needless to say, I stopped taking it.
After making the appointment with an endocrinologist, I started waking up with weird sensations, such as the fingers on my right hand went numb, even though I was sleeping in the same position that I always sleep in. After a few nights of this nonsense, I knew that the numbness was caused by my fear of not wanting to face the facts that were starring me in the face. In order to express my emotions, I started doing EFT, which caused me to face my emotions that I kept hidden and my fear. Since that day, the weird sensations have not come back.
Last Friday I went to the speciality doctor to see what her thoughts were on the situation. She suggested that I try something called Reclast, because it is taken intraveiniously once a year, that way there is no heartburn, but it makes most people feel like they have the flu for a few days. (Great.) It sounded to me like it must be pretty strong stuff to last a year; I'm really not looking to have my socks blown off by the infusion!
When I got home, I asked the Holy Spirit to tell me if this was the path I should take. Well, you know how it is, I wanted to know sooner rather than later. So, not hearing anything, I, of course, put my request in again to the Holy Spirit, knowing I have to wait on His timing.
This afternoon I was in John's office, trying to figure out how to make the best use of the space in the closet. After taking things out, putting some stuff in a Goodwill bag, and rearranging other things, I was indecisive about how to proceed. I noticed a book on the bed that was lying face down. When I turned the book over, I saw that the title was "IV Therapy"!! Holy cow, Is that the answer I've been waiting for! Is it really that easy to get an answer? Then, and I know you can relate, I started second guessing myself. Does it mean to proceed with the drug, ooorrrrr, does it mean to do some research on it? Oh, the agony of indecision. I think I'm going back to the Holy Spirit for clarification!
Follow your intuition (Holy Spirit),
Dawnie